Bedweather

It was rainy Tuesday. And because of the weather, it tends to break your mood. I am being sentimental now. Yeah. The weather makes me think of a lot stuff that I need to do in the coming months. I am leaving soon. Not that I'm traveling but I am going abroad for good opportunities. Hindi naman sa sinasabi ko na walang mangyayari sa buhay ko dito sa Pinas, it's just that I need to take a risk and see what's in store for me there. I've always been a risk-taker. Sa almost five years kong nagwowork, I am used with any kind of changes. Medyo iba lang ito kasi I'm gonna be far from my loved ones. Trying to invest for my future. Hindi naman yun ang kinakatakot ko. What I'm afraid the most is leaving my loved ones here. Ang layo kaya ng Dubai sa Pinas. Kahit na may FBat Skype, parang hindi yun enough. Mas okay pa.din na kasama mo sila ng personal. Homesick na agad ako kahit hindi pa ko umaalis. Siguro may nga bagay pa talaga akong dapat ayusin before I leave. First is my work. Kahit naman stressful sa office mahirap pa ding i-let go kung anu ang meron ako ngayon. I've worked so hard to earn this. The fruit of my labor. I already proved myself and I am glad everythings worth the try. My family- nasanay ako na andyan sila parati. I am close both with my Mom and Dad especially my brother. Though we fight sometimes, we still adore each other. My friends - sandalan ko anytime. You can hardly find someone like them that you'll trust and will keep your secrets. Lovelife - hindi ko alam kung meron o wala ba ako nyan. Basta happy ako. Yes, I'm inspired. Sino ang tao na tinutukoy ko? Let's leave it with a big question mark. (smiling while typing this part..) Hindi naman ibig sabihin na may boyfriend ka agad pag sinabi mo na inspired ka, pwedeng someone's playing a big role in your heart now. Hindi ko din alam kung aware yung tao na yun. Chill lang. Ahaha. See, kung anu-anu naiisip ko just because it's raining. Sometimes the weather influenced your thoughts. And I know it will be difficult for me to get up later and go to work. I just hope the rain will stop by then. :)