Smile:)

Today, I caught myself smiling for some reason. Say I'm crazy but I've been like this for the past few days. Drama mode is really done. Though there were imperfect moments that requires me to frown, I still have this smile in my face. Last time I experienced it was during the time I've met Matteo and we spent one whole day together in Dare Duo. That was two years ago. Ang tagal na. And then came this moment again wherein you don't care about who sees you, nakaupo ka lang then suddenly mare-realize mo nakangiti ka na. I know it's kinda weird pero sabi nila pag napapangiti ka ng ganyan, it really comes from the heart. Syempre hindi naman ako ngingiti lang na walang dahilan. Meron yan. But of course, I won't go any further on the reason. We all have our own reason why we can't erase the smile in our faces. Ang happy ng feeling. Nasa fx nga ako kahapon and I was listening to Haley Reinhart's song entitled "Undone" which is a sad song but I'm smiling. See, kahit anung negativity doesn't affect me either. I just don't want this smile to end. I wanna have it forever kasi ang sarap talaga sa pakiramdam. Kung anu man o sino man yung reason behind this smile, I am praying na andyan lang sya. I've been doomed for the last three weeks because of a lot of changes pero I can't afford na ipagpalit yung nararamdaman ko now. It was so real. It was like there's this particular scene in your mind that even you play it over and over again you'll never get tired of it. This may end pero wag muna ngayon. I'm loving every angle of it. I never had this real smile for so long and I really miss it. Minsan mukha ka ng tanga pero naka-smile ka pa din. And pag mag-isa ka nalang, ayun mas nafi-feel mo na ngumiti sabay lagay ng kamay sa baba. Oh no! Smile fever:)