You only realize that you're making a mistake when you're hurt already. That's fine with me cause I tolerated it. Why? Because that time I'm happy. I just ignored it. But then you will find out that everything has an end. Every feelings has its limitations. It's not always happy. Sometimes just because you're with the person you like almost everyday you think that things are going well, you'll be both fine. Hindi mo na naisip na ginagawa lang nya yung role nya sayo as a friend. That's it. You thought there's something magical going on, but hey girl, we don't live in a world of fantasy na gugustuhin ka ng taong gusto mo. Welcome to reality wherein it goes the other way around. In short, asa ka pa. Wake up! Sabi nga nila, minsan wag lang puso ang pairalin pagdating sa pag-ibig. Use your brain din. We tend to be overwhelmed with our feelings that we lose our value. Leaving nothing for ourselves. Ang dami ng signs but then we never pay attention to it. Ang bitter pakinggan diba? Pero if we just consider the signs, kahit konti na-save natin ang sarili natin for falling too hard. Dumb. Ba't ko toh nasabi? Cause I've felt and experienced it on my own. Nung una palang malabo na but I still pursue the feelings. Then you found out you're the only one left in the situation kasi the other person don't really care at all. Yung tipong gusto mong sumigaw. Yeah because you're stupid and second, hindi ka na natuto. Eto pa nga yung mga signs na nakita mo pero hindi mo pinansin:
-- He don't text you at all. Or should I say ite-text ka lang nya pag may concern sya about sa work. Di ba pag gusto ka ng isang tao kahit magkaiba kayo ng line, he'll make an effort magkausap lang kayo. In this case, no effort at all. Hindi pa magrereply unless super importante.
-- You're sick for how many days and never even care to ask if you're feeling well na ba. Kahit na "plastik mode" lang sana to ask you if you already take your medicines, wala talaga. Very frustrating kung iisipin.
-- Uuwi ka ng gabi coming from somewhere and he don't care if may sasakyan ka pa ba pauwi. If safe ba yung sasakyan mo and when you get home, wala pa ding text to check if nakauwi ka ng maayos. You'll know nalang na ang sarap pala ng tulog nya that night.
-- Pag may babaeng nagfi-flirt sa kanya, he just let it kahit kaharap ka. Sa bagay wala naman syang dapat i-explain sayo pero grabe kahit konting respeto lang naman sana. You've been teased as an item kaya discreet naman. Naiintindihan ko na ayaw mong ipahiya sila pero they tend to abuse you na. Minsan naiisip ko na gusto mo din kasi baka you're just like one of them.
-- Hindi mo man lang na-appreciate ang mga effort na nagawa sayo. You always take it as it is not knowing that someone did it for you to be appreciated. I don't know if you're just being numb.
-- He is very insensitive. He only thinks of himself and what would benefit him. Sometimes you tend to sacrifice things and wala lang sa kanya.
-- When people tease you, he don't say a word. He left you hanging. Mukha ka tuloy tanga.
-- He is childish and immature.
Ang dami pang reasons. I guess I'm really stupid enough not to notice it. Sometimes when you fall in love puro good things lang ang nakikita mo. I've learned na you have to balance everything. Hindi puro kilig lang. You always have to look at the other side of it which we often neglect. Siguro kaya madaming nsasaktan cause we all get blinded. You really need to spare something for yourself so that if the time comes, it'll not be hard for you to pick up the pieces. Yes we'll be broken but that's part of it. You just have to be wiser the next time around.
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