Retracted

Last Wednesday, I made a tough decision to retract my resignation. Ewan ko ba pero feeling ko kasi hindi pa ito yung tamang time to leave the company. I know that I have unsettled business pa pero more than ramdam ko talaga na hindi pa ko pwedeng umalis. I don't know what the reason is pero instinct lang. Maraming natuwa when they found out that I'm going to stay. Syempre na-touched ako cause I see how many people look after me. Sabi ko nga, when I became an OIC I got the respect I never expected. And happy na ako dun. Pero syempre my plans of going abroad is still there pa naman, until further pa nga lang. Kaso this past few days I am having this big confusion na parang gusto ko ng umalis. Ang gulo talaga. Not really a regret that I retracted. It's more of realization where I should be headed. My mind saying something and my heart goes the other way. I've been thinking of it so closely now that I wanna make the next decision firm. Alam ko malapit ng dumating yung point na yun cause I'm beginning to solve the puzzle, just mere pieces and it's all done. For the meantime, I'll continue to do my work. Of course I still love my job. Wala namang nagbago. It's just that there will come a point wherein you need to choose on something you want versus on something you need. I'm almost on the edge of figuring it out.