I don't know. I think I am acting too way paranoid right now. I just can't really explain why I felt too much concern for this guy in the past few months. Yeah, "months". Am I just attracted with this person, infatuated or I'm just beginning to like him? I never met a guy whose there for you anytime, my bestfriend is an exception to this situation. But this guy, he's totally different. He's always there for you, both of you enjoy the same interests, you love hanging around in weirdest places and talk anything till morning. His efforts are always counted. Whenever he smiles, gosh! I am falling head over heels for him! I was so happy that I am back again with this "kilig" feeling. That was like a long time when I felt it and now butterflies in the stomach are starting to kill me. Well, it is a wondrous feeling! How will you know if the guy likes you as well?? That is the big question. We maybe together all the time but I can't really predict whether there's something special going on or not or we are just really good friends. Can't we just be more than friends? Ahahaaha..just dreaming and hoping! And in this scenario, do I really need to put a label regarding what's going on or leave like it is? I remember the movie "500 Days of Summer". They ended up with no label in their relationship cause according to them what matters most is that they're enjoying each others company. Do it really have to stay like that? If so, wouldn't it be kinda unfair to the other party? Or the other should confessed? Arrgghhh! What's happening to me? In the end, I asked for God's sign because I believe he knows whose best for me. Purple butterfly please show up! That's the sign I'm waiting for. Yes, a butterfly. Above anything else, I'm still holding on to my FAITH.
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