Conflict

My Dad and I is not in good terms now. We had this bit of a conflict. I hate to say but this has something to do financially. Alam ko may common misconception tayong mga Pilipino. We are too generous to help other people without thinking if tayo naman mangailangan if may tutulong ba sa atin? We had this sort of misunderstanding kasi i was making him realize na okay lang tumulong sa iba pero make sure pag kami naman ang nagipit sana may tumulong din. I've been struggling to save pero walang nangyayari. The money in my bank account seems to be getting nowhere and reality speaking din is paano ako sisipagin mag-work kung hindi mo pa natatanggap yung sweldo mo ubos na sya kakaisip mo because of the bills and a lot of miscellanous fees. I am not trying to be unfair to him. I am just being reasonable. And it seems he's been relaxed about this issue ever since. I don't want to blame them because they're my responbility pero ang hinihiling ko lang is if we are going to spend some money sana on something worth it. Hindi naman masama tumulong, wag lang sobra. We learned our lesson before in the hard way and ayoko ng maulit yun that is why nagiging ganito ako ngayon. And I really hate to admit ayoko sa lahat is having arguments and the reason is money. Napaka-petty ng reason pero importante sya. I just hope we can solve this matter. I am really disappointed now. Kailangan ko lang magpalipas. :(