Jealous

Jealousy-a word from the dictionary all girls and even men don't want to feel but of course were all human and we don't have control over this matter. It comes naturally. Our body is indeed receptive in this kind of feeling. What is the exact meaning of jealousy? And why people get jealous?  I feel jealous when I don't get the attention of someone I truly like or if that person just ignore me. That is how I define it. Honestly, I felt it very recently. And I hate the feeling cause I can't get it out of my head to the point that my mood sucks. That is romantic jealousy. Funny but true. According to Wikipedia, jealousy is when you feel the emotion or fear that the person you have a special feeling with  is paying more attention or time with someone else.You are afraid that they might develop a mutual feeling and you'll be left waiting in one corner. I felt this a lot of times and I can say that being jealous is so close to being selfish because you try to put on your mind that you already own that person wherein fact you still don't have a serious relationship yet. That is in my case but it somehow depends when you are committed to someone. It comes in different situation depending on how you label yourself to that person. The main reason why I thought of this word because I was checking out my crushies Facebook account (stalker mode..ahahaha) when I saw this girl's post on his wall and it seems like they're really having a good time. Out of the blue, my mood changed and yeah, I am jealous. Why? Because I was hoping that I should be the one having good conversations with him. Jealous..jealous..jealous..