Bye E! :(

Sometimes you need an inspiration for you to feel happy at work. Yeah, I have a lot of friends there but you need that someone that will make you feel "kilig" or smile giving you more reason to go to work. It's a natural feeling when you have those butterflies in the stomach and you feel so conscious whenever that person passed by. Just recently, "E" and I had good moments. I know he doesn't care about it but I did. I even blogged about it before cause I don't want to forget it. I am that type of person who always keep good memories by writing  or blogging about it. It was a sudden decision that he decided to leave the company cause he told me he is no longer happy. I understand him. I even feel the same thing but I need this job. I've say it a lot of times already in my previous blog. When we talked before, he mentioned of leaving the company but I never thought it'll be that early. I see myself in him. Sometimes I wonder we can be good friends if we were just given more time. Yeah, friends cause he already had girlfriend. I noticed this past few days I am not seeing him in the office. Last Monday, I saw him at the pantry and we got the chance to talk. I never thought it's the last time I'll be seeing and talking to him.  He made an immediate resignation. His parents found out what happened to him in Binondo where some strangers punched him in the head last month. I was like the second person he talked to about what happened. I feel privileged about it knowing that he trusted me the very first time we talked. We always see each other at work but not last month that we get a bit close to each other. When I saw him at the pantry, I felt very excited that I want to hug him. Seeing him again gave me hope that he changed his mind and that he will stay but his decision is final. He went there to make a follow up on his resignation. For fifteen minutes, we talked. I was just staring at him because I am going to miss his Chris Tiu face. I can now admit that I had a crush on him. He makes me smile whenever I see him. Teeny bopper moment, wow! I hope I can still see him. Somewhere. Sometime. Or even soon. :(