PIT

I am scared. I thought this shift bid will excite me cause I can choose my own schedule after my effort to work on my stats for the last three months. When I saw the ranking, I was at #13 giving me chances to pick my own schedule and my supervisor. I was thinking of Sup Huff or Sup Demi. However, unexpected news came out. I was chosen to be part of the PIT Team. Well, the Pilot team. They were the group of people expected to perform everyday with good stats and always meeting the metrics. I performed good in the last three months so I should be proud of myself. But it freaked me out knowing I will be part of that team. The new teammates, the new supervisor, the rsr rate and the pressure. Double the pressure. I want a normal team. Once you belong in PIT, you're in the limelight. You need to contribute well. I know I can do it but with new teammates, I guess I am starting over again. And I need to go back from being independent, be a little selfish and work hard. I want to prove myself to them but at the same time I want to keep everything in low profile. I just hope I can make it next week. I am nervous. I am good when it comes to change and I am praying I can still perform the way I did before. I am also sad that most of my closest friends at work is now leaving to find a better position and company. I want to do the same thing but I think I am not yet ready. I need this job more than I want it because of my family. I'll do my best. I know it is all up to me. Please GOD give me enough strength. Well, goodluck!