Bes Don and His Everyday Prayers

Haven't I mention that I also have a guy bestfriend way back my college days? We did not meet in school but he was being introduced by a common friend of mine. Till then we became friends. He was a cool and kind guy. We used to update each other before. About our life, lovelife and work. He is also one of the best guy I've ever met. He was always there for me. We don't lie to each other that's the good thing. No secrets at all. I remembered whenever he texted me every Friday telling me he needs to go to Quiapo for his "panata". He may sounds weird sometimes but he have a big heart for everyone especially for his Mom. He was my Bes Don. It should be "Dhon" but I used to spell it "Don". He is working abroad now. When he was here he always text me and send me prayer quotes everyday. I adore him for that. The daily prayer quotes and bible verses is so inspiring. I miss that now. Luckily today, we were able to chat through FB. I am really proud of my Bes Don now for what he accomplished. I know it is hard for him to be far from his families but I know his purpose of doing it. And because he is a strong person, I know GOD will always guide him in every decision he makes. Thanks Bes Don for everything. I just wish you were here cause I have lots of "kwento" and for sure you got the same thing too. Take care. Godbless:)

Timeline

I love Facebook because of its capability to let you reconnect with your friends, relatives and loved ones. That's the beauty of evolving technology now especially the use of social media sites. It's a big help indeed in our daily living and modern society. Just recently, Facebook launched their new application called "Timeline". It is one of their added features wherein it will let people easily see your friends, your photos and even the experiences you had over the past months/years. It's like a modern diary with complete captions and images. It is really interesting. Facebook is the king of social networking sites because it makes every people's lives cool, convenient and amazing. Everyone is hooked with Facebook even the oldies. Celebrities from all over the world and even the entertainment news had their own version of Facebook. I am a fan of Facebook for four years now. And I became a much bigger fan when I watched the movie of how it was established and the struggles of the people behind it. Thanks Mark Zuckerberg for your brilliant mind. I had doubts about upgrading my Facebook account to have its own Timeline. I even let my account stay in its older version. But yesterday I found out that Facebook will automatically apply the Timeline effect on February 2 so I decided to have it as well. I rarely find a good cover for my timeline. I chose Pucca and Garu. Funny and very childish timeline. I am hoping that Facebook will continue to create differences in our life for the better. I am happy with how my Facebook account looks now. The friends that I have is immeasurable. The photos I posted served as one of my grandest collection. Thanks Facebook for the awesome experience!:)

Nammie:)

Today, my Mama, Papa and I visited my bestfriend May at Las Palmas in Sta. Maria Bulacan. She invited me for the baptismal of her daughter this coming Sunday but since I have work that day I decided to visit them today at least I was able to see her cute baby girl. We haven't seen each other for a long time after her wedding. I was happy to see her with her baby. She's now a certified "mother". Time flies so passed. Before were both busy looking for the right guy and now she found her real prince and I am still waiting. Haha! Nammie is so bubbly and looked like his Dad. But she got her Mom's eyes. She's so "mabait" and very observer. I miss my bestfriend. We've known each other for almost eight years already and we shared a lot of good and crazy moments. Now that she had a family, things may change but one thing is for sure that no matter what she will still be here for me anytime. I'll promise to Nammie that I'll be a good Aunt. It was flattering and so touching when she told me that she did not choose me as one of Nammie's godmother cause she wants herself to be one of the first godmother of my future baby. She's still the same bestfriend I've met during my college days, so thoughtful, kind and very understanding. Thanks bes for letting us share good moments earlier with Nammie. :)

Starbucks Mode with Bro:)

My little bro and I don't usually go out. But these past few days we had a lot of time together preparing for our so-called vacation trip to Hong Kong probably this first week of April. So excited. But yesterday, we hang out again with one of my friend named Toretz to buy gifts for my Mom and of course to surprise her. It was the first time that my little bro had his cup of Starbucks coffee preferably the coffee jelly. We both don't like to drink coffee. Not really a fan of Starbucks but since Torets bugged me to accompany her to Starbucks we had nothing to do. I ordered Caramel with Honey Glazed Donut. I was nervous cause my stomach is a bit sensitive especially when it comes to coffee and milk. I took a picture of our Starbucks choices yesterday as a remembrance that for the first time my bro and I bonded together for a cup of coffee. Cool! Then we decided to buy some gifts and a Red Ribbon cake for my Mom. My bro bought a Beatles shirt same thing with my father. I also got my second Audrey Hepburn shirt. So loving this day:)

Toxic

It's hell tiring at work this past few days. My head aches a lot and I felt like I am going to faint. Queeing- best word to describe it. There will always come a time that you feel so tired of doing the same thing everyday and all you want to do is to escape from it and breathe out, relax and get tons of rest and sleep. My work is not easy. It is indeed very challenging and requires patience. There were times you will feel that everything is okay then suddenly your mood will change and you can't control your emotions. I don't want to complain. I am used to doing this for I've been in the same industry for five years alreadys. But I don't know, I just feel tired. Well, this is so normal. I still believe I can go through this and be good in this craft. I hope it's February already for I have 6 days rest. All I want to do then is to sleep, eat, dvd marathon and hang out with my family. Can't wait for February. I know it's love month but I am more looking forward of taking a break from all the stress and just sit down and smile. Thank GOD it is my restday today and had sometime with my little bro hanging out at Robinson's Galleria doing some shopping and surprising my Mom for it's her birthday yesterday. Happy birthday Mama! You're simply the best. I love you:) Mwah!:)

Naley:)

All of us wants to have a happy family. A good and loving husband and wonderful kids. I want to have a family of my own in the future maybe three to four years from now. I want to be called "Mom" and be a responsible wife. I know it's too far from reality now since I am still single and never had any boyfriend but I'm sure the perfect time will come that I am going to meet my future husband and have kids of my own and my life will be filled with joy and laughter because of them. There's no perfect family. Only a family binded by love and trust despite of trials and challenges. I know it may sound weird but my ideal family is like those of Haley and Nathan from One Tree Hill. I'm a big fan of them when it comes to family matters. I know it is just a tv series but it do happens in real life. They did play good characters of being a mother and father to Jamie. I want to have a family like them who knows how to respect each other's weaknesses and accepts their flaws. Their life is not even perfect. What's good about them is that they always hold on to each other. They were able to maintain their love and be such good parents. How I wish they're real life couples. I envied them so much whenever I watched them. They give me good realizations of what a family should be like especially in raising their kids. I want to have someone like Nathan. He was not a father material before but because of his experiences and love for Haley he became a responsible man in the end of the story. A best Dad for Jamie. I like Haley. She is awesome, talented and very kind-hearted. No wonder Nathan fell in love with her. I know having a family is never been easy. I am scared. But I know that I will only feel complete and contented once I have one. I love kids so much. I am hoping I'll be a good mother to my future kids like my Mom. She is considerate, honest and simply one in a million. Of course, I want to be like her. I just hope everyone will be able to find the partner destined by God to be part of their life. I haven't find that guy yet but I'm sure he is just around the corner waiting for the right time and moment. And for those who already have their family, seize the moment. Take care of them. Enjoy every single time especially with your kids. Be responsible parents and as for those kids, love your parents wholeheartedly for they know what's best for you guys. I'll be a Naley fan forever. A symbol of true love and sincerity. But most importantly, I adore my parents for without them I will not be here.

A Birthday Greeting From MFG:) So Memorable:)

I was surprised when I received a text from one of my friend telling me to check my Facebook account. I asked her why and she told me "basta". I was thinking I am really going to check it by the way cause it's my birthday and I want to see the people who greeted me and thanked them. Few minutes after the text I opened my account and found out what she's talking about. I was so "kilig" when I saw on my wall that aside from my friends and relatives someone that I do not expect wrote on my wall and greeted me. It was MFG. Wow! I was so happy then I thought that was one of the best birthday greeting ever from one of my favorite celebrity. He was really a nice guy. So as a piece of remembrance I copy paste his message and saved it on my e-mail. I know it happened year 2010 but who cares? It still made me smile until now. I know it's kinda late to post it on my blog but it's better than never. Thanks MFG!:) You made my 2010 birthday almost perfect plus the fact that was the same year I've met you!:)

Slumbook:) Sasagot Ulit Ako!

Last time na sumagot ako ng slumbook during my elementary days pa atah and now naisip kong i-try ulit. I'm sure mas mature na kong sumagot now because of my experiences. Let's see how it goes. Na-miss ko toh:)

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE

>Name: Aprilyn Cruz ManaliliBirth date: April 5, 1986
>Birth place: UST Hospital Manila
> Current Location: Bulacan
> Eye Color: Brown
> Hair Color: Black
> Righty or Lefty: Righty
> Zodiac Sign: Aries

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE

> Your heritage: Filipino
> Shoes you wore today: flats (gray)
> 3 things i do everyday: go work, sleep, watch tv
> Your fears: death and losing the person i love the most
> Your perfect pizza: supreme

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW

> Your most overused phrase on YM: weh?
> Your thoughts first waking up: what time is it? ilang pasok nalang bago ako mag restday?
> Your best physical feature: i don't know honestly..
> Your bedtime: 12pm..nightperson ako then i woke up 530pm to go to work..
> Your most missed memory: college days and Dare Duo

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK

> Pepsi or Coke: none. I don't drink Coke nor Pepsi..basta water-lover ako..
> McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds..walang choice yun ang malapit sa work
> Single or group dates: Group dates
> Adidas or Nike: Nike
> Lipton Tea or Nestea: Nestea
> Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
> Cappuccino or coffee: none. ewan ko wala kong hilig sa coffee or capuccino...

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?

> Smoke: Nope. I don't smoke.
> Take showers: Yes.
> Have a crush(es): Yeah.
> Think you've been in love: Yes. That's part of growing up:)
> Like(d) high school: Yes.
> Want to get married: Yes but in perfect time with the right guy.
> Get motion sickness: No.
> Think you're a health freak: No.
> Get along with your parents: Super Yes!
> Like thunderstorms: No, it freaks me out!
> Play an instrument: I tried to lay the guitar but never succeeded.

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH

> Drank alcohol: No.
> Gone on a gimik: Yes last month at MetroWalk.
> Gone to the mall: Yes.
> been on stage: No. Last time was at PETA with Matteo for Dare Duo
> Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No, just two pieces.
> Eaten sushi: Yes. Ms. Bhon bought some as her birthday treat to us.
> Gone skating: No, but I want to try.
> Had a tan: No, I guess I'm already tan.
> Dyed your hair: Yes.
> Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Nooooo!
> Changed who you were to fit in: Yes.

LAYER SEVEN: GETTING OLDER

> Age you hope to be married: 28-30 yrs. old. I want to settled down once I am physically, financially and emotionally ready. Of course with the right guy designated by GOD to love me.
> Children: None but I love kids:)
> Describe your dream wedding:Just simple as long as my whole family was there on my special day.
> How do you want to die: I don't know.
> What do you want to be when you grow up: Before? I want to a teacher but life offers a lot of options but I am happy who I am now.
> What place would you most like to visit: Italy.

LAYER EIGHT: IN A GUY

>Best eye color?: brown
> Best hair color?: black
> Short or long hair: Short.
> Height: Taller than me.
> Best first date location: Anywhere as long as we can enjoy.
> Articles of clothing: Anything as long as he carries it well.

HEART TO HEART

Are you currently single, married, "taken," or none of the above? Single.

Have you ever been married? No.

Do you have kids? No.

Describe your soul mate. God-fearing, family-oriented, honest and loyal.

Describe your ideal partner. I don't know.

Who is your crush? Rez Toledo, James Lafferty, Damian McGinty, RJ Samson

Who do you want to see in person? The cast of One Tree Hill

What is your worst habit? talking to myself.

One word to describe your life so far. Average and happy because of my family.

What are the things that piss you off most? Bitches and disrespectful people.



ARE YOU MORE....: (Pick the Closest One)


Outgoing or Shy: shy

Organized or Disorganized: both?

Serious or Fun-loving: serious.

Optimistic or Pessimistic: optimistic

Studious or Carefree: studious

Is your style of humor witty, sarcastic, slapstick, silly, crazy or just plain weird? plain weird.

Paper or Plastic: paper.

Glasses or Contacts: glasses.

Cat or Dog: dog

Boxers or Briefs: boxers.

Bikinis or Thongs: bikinis.



FINISH THIS...


Someday I'm going to get up the nerve to...travel alone and put up my own business.

I cry because...I hate people who disrespect and very judgmental and those who hurt my family.

I laugh because... I felt contented in simple things.

If the world was going to end tomorrow I would...spend more time with my family and probably confess to the guy I like my feelings..(I don't know whose that guy is..)

Life is...unpredictable.

>>>Wow! It is so cool to answer slumbook questions:) Nakaka-reminisce yung childhood days ko.

What's The Meaning of My Name?

Thanks to Facebook that they have this application wherein you can find the meaning of your name. I tried it and guess what I got. I don't really like to compete, it's just that I always give my best in everything I do. Well, it's okay. Winning for me is not about getting material things such as certificates and medals, it is more of feeling contented in the outcome of something you did where you put your effort and time. I am not really a fan of any competition I just love the challenge and how I surpass it. I am shy most of the time, sometimes I fake my confidence. I think it is the people around me that makes me do even the impossible things. When you're use to pressure and stress, things go easily as you never expect it. I am only human. I panic in face of challenges. You just need to know how to overcome it. And I can say, I'm still learning.

People of my Year 2011

I thought of checking Bianca Gonzales blog and I saw her lists of people that inspired and made a big difference on her life for year 2011. So I kinda decided to do the same thing. And here's my own version of the people that played a big part last year.

Mama and Papa

Two people I love the most in the world, my Mom and Dad. I don't know how to thank them for all the good things they've done to me from my childhood days up to now. Their love is so pure. They were always there for me. I really love them so much and I owe everything to them. No words can describe my Mom and Dad. I am thankful to GOD for giving me such wonderful parents that I'll treasure forever. I love you Mama and Papa. :)

January Aubrey Ellenor Roxas

Jan has been my roommate for three years and we both had the same company before. We knew each other for so long and we shared a lot of good things together. She's one of the person who helped me draw myself closer to GOD. She's a good cook. She always spares me some food after her culinary session. We maybe have different interests and point of views sometimes but we managed to enjoy life to the fullest. I love her 9 year old son Niyel. I am very proud of her being a responsible single Mom. I just miss those days hanging out together cause I am back in my parent's home but we still manage to communicate through phone.

Tatay Brad, Te Rosie, Uncle Ding, Aldrin, Karlo, Juju and GJ

They were my real friends from the very beginning. Well, most of the time I was the only girl of the group but they never treat me differently. Sometimes you will think it is very awkward to go out with group of boys but whenever I'm around them, it feels like things are always good and fun. Imagining yourself hanging out with them, watching movies or just having a small talk, you'll learn a lot of things from the male species. We had been together almost everyday discussing about what our future will be. Cool! Having such conversation with guys is really amazing. I haven't seen them for a while but once we hit the road again it'll be a blast!

Diana Cosiangco

Dee has been one of my closest friend at work since I transferred company. I thought in the beginning we can't be friends cause she's a little bit "mataray" but in the end I agreed to the fact that opposite attracts. In the end, we became friends and I used to sleepover in their house and she will cook her favorite "sinigang". She got strong personality and she hates bitches. She taught me that life is not about pleasing people but showing them who you really are.

Johndel Manalili

Life is so boring without my little brother. I admit we used to fight most of the time because he loves basketball while I am hooked with ETC but what I love having him was knowing that someone will protect you anytime. My brother is just quiet most of the time but when you get to know him, his been one of the coolest guy I've ever known. Let's not talk about his messy room. Because of him I learned how to buy guy's things from shirts to shoes and pants cause now I used to buy him those stuff. Shoes size 10, waist size 33 and shirt medium. Whoa! Thanks bro for the never-ending patience whenever I'm lack of sleep and I always shout at you. :)

Tita Carmelita, Yuuki, Yoshiki and Family

They were my favorite relatives. Through tough moments they were always there for my family especially for my Mama. They never failed to help us every time we needed them. I love this family they were all sincere people. Whenever we feel sad we just crash to their house and hearing laughters from Yuuki, Caloy, Rai-rai, Yoshiki and the rest of the kids makes us realize that everything's going to be okay. Tita Carmelita is the best Aunt. I am thankful she's really like my mother. Very responsible, generous with a big heart. No wonder her family loves her so much same thing with Tito Manoling. A power couple who deserve all the happiness and love in the world. I am very blessed that we have them and I am proud that they raised their kids well.

Glemar Andal

I miss you Glemar so much. He passed away last year due an illness. It shocked everyone because I never thought he is going through a tough time battling with a certain illness that cause his sudden death. I never expect it and until now it is to hard for me to accept that he is no longer with us and I can't see him anymore. Glemar has always been my sweetest friend. He always pray for me and my family. He taught me that life has better things to offer if you put GOD in everything. I will never ever forget him. He is a dear friend. I know he is happy now because he fulfilled his mission here and he is with GOD right now. Rest in peace my loving Glemar. Thank you for everything.

Gianmatteo Fernan Guidicelli

I still can't get over with the moments I had with Matteo last year 2010. One of the most memorable days of my life. Thanks Dare Duo. I can say he's still part of my year 2011 since I felt inspired because of him. Not romantically. Yeah I know he is cute and charming but I am proud of everything that he succeeded last year. The album, new tv series and movies, he deserved all of that. Yes, I am a fan of him. Matteo is a very hardworking person. When I was given the chance to talk and spend time with him, he was very cool, family-oriented and a loving brother. He knows his priorities and he loves his profession. I told him before I want to be like him and he said I just need to work hard and have faith. Thanks Matteo for setting a good example for everyone. I am sure you'll be bigtime in your craft.

Victory Ortigas

This has been my foundation of faith and love with GOD. I am so happy that someone introduce me to Victory because until now it molds me to become a good disciple of Christ. It deepens my belief with GOD and it helps me understand my purpose of existence. I am a Catholic. But Victory do not discriminate people. Victory establishes good relationship with GOD. I used to attend their service every Thursday and Friday. I enjoyed it a lot especially seeing young people getting so acquainted knowing GOD. I even teach kids every Sunday. During my hopeless days, they enlightened me. They make me realize that GOD is always there for us no matter what. I thanked Victory for touching lives of people especially the young generation. This is what we needed now.

Ralph Leo Macapawa

Leo and I had been friends for a long time . We both work in Sykes and we had a beautiful friendship. Although we do not see each other often he always call me to give me updates about what's going on with his life. We had a lot of crazy moments together and we share the same interests. We used to tease each other and we love talking about anything. From cute guys, to new movies, clothes, showbiz and foods. We are very close. I love his Justin Bieber hair cut last time we met. Peace out Leo! I miss him like the rest of my friends. I will never forget our mini-adventure in Lucban where we attended the Pahiyas festival. Dude, that was amazing! :)

Here they are folks! Hope you can come up with your lists as well. It doesn't matter who they are as long as they help you make a difference in your life. Thanks to them because I am an improved person now :)

Sophia Bush - A Role Model

I've been addicted to One Tree Hill since last year because of the story and the characters. I always sleep late at night just to simply finish each episode. It is not just a tv series but it merely changed the lives of the teenagers who was able to watch it. It was first aired year 2003 but I just watched the complete season from the very beginning till season 8 last year. Too bad I miss Lucas Scott during my teeny days. The soundtrack is also good especially if it was Haley's making the music. I am a Haley James Scott fan when it comes to OTH because of the personality she portrayed cause I felt I was like her with the exception of having Nathan cause I haven't found yet my very own version of Nathan Scott, haha! But in real life, I adore Brooke Davis. Well, Sophia Bush should I say. She's a fundraiser, role model and always achieve greatness towards other people's lives. She's an inspiration for everyone because of her actions and neverending courage to help the needy people whether they were based in the US or not. She spends most her time doing voluntary works for the benefits of little kids who are homeless and those suffering from certain illness. Today, she joined the Mozilla Firefox fundraising contest together with the other celebrities for campaign to fight cancer. I love what her doing and I also want to help other people. Sophia is more than just a pretty face and a good actress. I know I haven't seen her personally but I fairly believe she have a big heart and very kind. I used to send tweets for her and I am hoping she was able to read it. It is good to hear how eager she is to look for funds to donate especially for the cancer patients. I once read a tweet from her also asking donations for the typhoon Sendong's victims. I am Filipino and reading a tweet from someone like her is so touching. Overwhelming that someone like her is always there to lend a helping hand. I salute BDavis for that.

Here's some of the prices they can get once they help Sophia to raise funds:

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PRIZES:

- Give $29 right now, you’ll be entered to win an FCancer tee and I’ll sign it and everything. You can check out all the rules for the contest below.

- Everyone that raises or donates $2500 or more will get a phone call from me. For real. All the contest rules are below.

- Donate or raise $100 and you'll get entered to win a personal voicemail recording for your phone from me.

- Donate or raise $40 and you'll get entered to win a Birthday Tweet from me!

xoxo

Sophia

Accusations.

This was the very first time I was accused of something I never did nor even think of doing. I haven't check my fb for a long time and yesterday I was surprised to receive a message from someone. I was excited to read it but then it just saddened me. The content of the message is false with hurtful words that almost affected my family. How can someone be so unfair? How can someone be so judgmental? It ain't bad to ask a question before concluding things because you can't bring back everything after a wrong move. It might totally ruin the trust and respect. And I guess, that's what happened. Why can't accept the fact that someone's already happy because of her choices and never had any regrets out of it. In fact, a blessing was about to be born, new life and a new beginning. Why someone be so narrow-minded and face the difference between reality compared to a lame story? I was hurt. I am disappointed. I am happy that I was raised by my parents in a good way that they never teach me to pre-judge someone just by merely on what they've heard cause what's important is what's inside the heart. Why there are still people whose so much contented in ruining another people's life. Can't they just keep quiet and mind their own life. I was judged, unfairly. But it doesn't matter anymore because at the end of the day what important is your family and the people who never stop believing in you. This thing will not let me down, I am a brave soul. Whatever they say about me will just be their opinion because there's more to me than meets the eye. And for those people, I wish nothing but best in their life that they may found real happiness in good things and not in accusing people for nonsense issue. Life is short so let's spend it wisely. And finally, I read a quote from AJ Perez twitter that fits with everything that's happening now, I'll take character over reputation. Your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what others think you are."

2012-"Finding Myself, What I want and What is Best for my Family"

Second day of year 2012. Well supposedly everyone should be making their own New Year's Resolution but I bet I'll pass this year. It is not because I can't stick to my lists of promises but I want everything done through actions rather than writing it down. Last New Year's eve, I was thinking what lies ahead for me for this year but one thing I figured out, I am responsible for whom I will be for this year. The decisions I am going to make, the path I am going to choose, the friends I will trust and the plans I am going to follow. It all depends on-ME. Whether I will be good or not, it is indeed up to me. Every year we always tell that we will make changes and that we learned from our past mistakes and so this year I am going to try my best to do that. The first step I need to do is to figure what I really want. I've been struggling the past few days asking myself what makes me feel happy, what profession I really want to pursue, should I leave the job I have now, do I need to go abroad to find another one or just settled here? Those questions still left unanswered. Yes I want changes but I don't know how to start and where to start it. One word to describe me now-lost and confused. Not a good time to start the year but I don't want to let those questions just keep on hanging. I am willing to take a risk. I am not afraid to try new things and be good at it. After all I'm an Arian and we are all born to be brave and courageous. What I only need now is some time and a little bit of mind setting and a piece of advice from my loved ones and I am sure I'll go through this. For the meantime, since it is year 2012, I am going to start my year with positivity and a lot of good perception towards everything. I have plans. So many plans that I want to accomplish and I'll do that step by step. There's no reason to rush. I'll take things slow. I know God will guide me every step of the way so there's nothing I should be scared of. I'll take every chances and work hard on it. I will be a better person this year 2012. I will have the job the I want and be contented with that. I will keep a good lifestyle. I am going to save a lot. I mean, save, save, save. I will do everything for my family. I'll keep in touch with my old friends. I'll love God everyday and thank you God for another year.

Year 2011--Learning's and Realizations

The year 2011 has been a roller coaster ride for me and most especially my family. It was a year filled with challenges, trials, learning's and hopes. I can say now that last year has been a year of learning from your mistakes because of the choices you have made and knowing whom you need to trust especially the people around you. I suffered with self-struggling not knowing what I really want for my life and for my family. Lesson learned in the hard way. Love life has never been good, who cares? That is not my main priority this year. Things will change for the better. After all the things I experienced last year, good or bad, bitter or sweet, God just made me realized one thing- that He is always there for me and my family through the toughest and darkest moments of our life. Honestly, the first quarter of year 2011 has never been good for us but we were able to bounced back after those hard times. It was just a test. I know God tested our faith. And we were able to surpassed it. My family passed everything. I don't blame anyone because of those experiences, it shaped me, it made me feel more loved by my family and it brought me closer to God. I couldn't asked for more but the love of my family and God. After all the ups and downs last year, the year still ended very well. So much for the bad things for our year 2011 also left a mark with us that we will never forget till the days of our life. I know that for every trials, good things comes after that. Now, we thanked God for the never-ending blessings that we are receiving as a family. The hard work paid off. The prayers granted. The love blossomed. There were no regrets but life filled with hope and chances. I am thankful I experienced this for now I learned more the value of life that it is not just about living but loving every single blessing God is giving you. I called it blessing because God will not give us something we can't handle. God is always good. And He will always be. I'm loving my life, my family and I thanked God wholeheartedly for that.