..out of the blue i created a poem entitled "VAIN"..

Yesterday, I can't explain what I'm feeling. At work, I was out of focus and merely "tulala". There are really days in our life that you've come to feel that and I hate that feeling so much. I tried to fight my emotions and I'm glad I was able to come up with a better mood. Thanks for the auxxes provided by my TM, at least I got the time to think...think..think..Good thing I was able to divert my gloomy emotions into writing. At the back of my tracker where we usually tag our sales I decided to write a poem. I just wrote whatever runs through my mind till I finished it. It was so weird that the title of the poem came up after I finished it. I even ran through my friends help on what title I am going to write down. Gladly, we came up with this one. Let my poem show what I am feeling yesterday. It is so hard but that's how life goes, unexpected and indeed filled with surprises. Here it goes:

***VAIN***

It started with a simple glance

That I'd never thought I'd be given a chance

Meeting you is like a dream

But when I see you it makes me wanna scream.

Your eyes sparkles like a sun

Your action seems like your always having fun

Your hair smells like a morning breeze

That indeed makes me freeze.

When you talk my heart beats fastly

And I feel though I'm very lucky

Whenever you smile I wanna stop the time

Since then I want you to be mine.

I know we both came from two different worlds

But you know what that makes me more strong

Loving you may sounds too impossible

But in the end, I believe we can be friends at all.

Whatever makes you happy

I'll accept it gladly

Although it damn hurts

At least I don't have regrets.

Whoever caught your eye

I hope she'll love you all her life

Cause I know you deserve the best

I wish she loves you to the fullest.

I'm always be there for you

You can count on me anytime you want to

I'm always at your side

Even things get tight.

Thank you for the wonderful feeling

An experience worth-remembering

Something I'll never forget

Till I reach death.

This is it. This is my poem. I just thought that when it comes to loving a person, you don't need to expect, you learn how to love without asking something in return. I know it may hurt so bad but in the end but at least you'll experience this wonderful feeling rather than not. And I don't feel sad about this, in fact, it makes me more strong. This motivates me more to go on with life.